2.16.2015 – 11:11am

Happy 46^th Birthday to ME!

I just received the GREATEST present in my entire universe…

I had a full-fledged, real, amazing, incredible, LUCID DREAM!!!

It was the most incredible thing I have ever experienced…PERIOD.

I was having a dream and all at once, I just REALIZED I was dreaming…WTF?!? I was just standing around with several other people and BAM, I realized, I am dreaming. I don’t know who they were, but at that point, it really didn’t matter.

I looked around for a few seconds; nobody else seemed to be paying attention to me. I got the biggest smile on my face and just flew away. I was FREE.

At first I was flying over green pastures, but as my thoughts changed to the ocean, the mountains, a beautiful lake, snow covered cliffs…I was there in an instant. The detail was amazing. I could feel the wind on my face, smell the smells, feel the emotions each brought about in me. It was pure heaven.

Soon, I found myself flying over maps. I couldn’t identify specific places, locations, or what they represented, but was fascinated by the detail. I noticed that I had a huge smile on my face. It was pure bliss.

As I continued, I realized that I could look at a spot on the map, choose to stop for a visit, and I would just spiral down into that spot on the map.

Many of the places I visited I do not remember. I would just stop, walk around for a bit and then fly away again.

At my last stop I was in an old house. It was dirty and crowded with people, mostly children wandering around. They seemed lost and disoriented. I talked to some and continued looking around.

I noticed a place on the wall that looked like a tall skinny door. There was no door knob or other means of entry. I was able to open it and it was piled high, almost full, of dirty, dusty, cobweb covered things. I noticed some books and old toys.

Just then a boy came to me and said “that’s Twyla’s”. I asked him, who is Twyla? He took me to a bed and pointed to it and said “that’s Twyla”.

The bed was made of metal; it reminded me of an old hospital style bed. There was a light blue sheet covering the entire bed. I could only see the legs that had wheels on the bottom of them.

I then looked around and noticed the room was filled with tens, maybe hundreds of these beds; all the same; all covered with a light blue sheet.

As I stood at “Twyla’s” bed I wondered what might be under the sheet. I was all at once afraid…curious…and then ready…

As I stood there, the sheet slowly started to be pulled away and what was under the sheet was Twyla; a young black girl. She looked at me and said “I’m Twyla and that’s my stuff”.

I apologized to her for disturbing her things. She turned away.

Only then did I notice how emaciated and frail she was. Her skin was greyish. Her expression was one of sheer despair and hopelessness, her eyes huge.

I looked around again at the many, many beds covered with light blue sheets, just like hers.

When I looked back at Twyla, I could FEEL her pain and fear.

I then told her I COULD help. I reached out my hands to her. She was visibly afraid and moved away from me.

I slowly put one hand on her head and the other on her heart. She immediately relaxed and became very calm.

She closed her eyes for a moment and then her color changed. She looked shinier, healthier, and began to glow with pure white vital energy. A moment later she opened her eyes and gave me the biggest smile I have ever seen…

At that moment I woke up and began sobbing uncontrollable. I just couldn’t stop.

Between the sobs I kept saying aloud “thank you”, “thank you”, “thank you”.

At first it was gratitude to the universe for the experience, but then it was to myself, myself AS the universe…

I WAS THE UNIVERSE AND I WAS GRATEFUL TO ME!

With tears still flowing down my face, I looked at the clock…it was 11:11am.

Happy Birthday to ME!

AMEN!

Namaste’